Syukur Ya Allah

Syukur Alhamdullilah Eid and Ramadhan this year has made me a better person. It has given me clarity in this endless journey of life. Ramadhan and Eid was tough as I was presented with many turmoils and difficult decisions to make. A bit like the Malay adage "Ditelan mati emak diluah mati bapa". When presented with a dilemma what do I do.

Syukur, I waited and prayed for his guidance and blessings.

I guess Haziman's decision to study medicine gave me an inkling of what I need to do. I brought him into this world and no matter what, my priority will have to be in ensuring that I guide Muhammad Haziman to Allah's path.

Next I had to really change my lifestyle to gain His blessings. I realised that I have been one very lucky girl. Allah has granted me so many blessings and I am humbled by His generosity.

Perhaps it is time for me to truly find Him again. I have always tried but not hard enough.

Whatever I needed in life has come to me. A good son, a successful career, a comfortable house to live in and all the little luxuries that I can possibly want. I have even done my Syarahan Perdana.

So it is indeed time for me to get rid of those unwanted baggage and get on the highway to Him. Syukur my prayers have been answered as You have revealed to me a carrier of your good faith. Maybe I have been blinded previously by material wealth and forget the little pleasures of life. That smile, that nod, that blink which brings meaning to life.

Syukur Ya Allah for this revelation. I am blessed that you have answered my doas to keep me on the right straight path.